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[tingel]

Actually I should be leaving about now. I'm to meet with Joelle. We were planning to have dinner together and just chat a bit. I've never been to her place before since she moved although she's my best friend. But I just can't make myself do it. I'm dressed, everything's packed I just have to up and go out. But I don't want to. The thought of leaving my appartment right now almost makes me sob. I'm in this strange mood today where I could cry the whole time and I don't know what for.
I just called her to tell her l probably won't come over. She's so disappointed. She's already bought everything for dinner, and has just finished tidying up (just for me). But still...